Oukkidoukki, news from yesterday say the whole trip is postponed by a year. Other guys in the group wanna do it Nov 2019 for reasons I don't know. My first reaction was like ounou, how can I motivate myself now to pull the tire on the swamp? Should I dump the whole thing or rush for plan B?
It's time to white the face and think it over. For me, that took a day. This Morning I added weights and swears, if this is about dedication, I will force it to happen. New studies say Finnish sisu is not always just a good thing, sometimes it turns into a sickness and the person ends up in dangerous situations in trying too hard, over her capacity. My illness might be severe, but fortunately short lived. I had some cinnamon roll my sister made and figured I can try climg Cho Oyo this year. South Pole is still doable next year. Maybe even better, more time to get ready.